Tonight Ruth and I found our wedding song on YouTube, it was originally a movie soundtrack. The lyrics is a little different. Hope you enjoy it as much as we do

Today i was walking back from work to home, i realize that how God has been so faithful to us in every way. Well, i guess i should have realized that each and everyday in my life. I guess the good weather and a slow walk along the journey could remind me more of His faithfulness. Even though I don’t own a car now, and our car it’s kinda old, I realize that if I have owned my car, the exercise that I need for now will not be happening because I think I would just travel to anyway with my car. So, I thank God for the things I have and things I don’t have today!  

Laurel and the boys, Jill and I were at my apartment this morning. I had a wonderful time with them this morning. Laurel felt bad about Benji not behaved well this morning. But to me, it’s totally fine because I’ve seen how well behaved Benji is, I need to look at the dark side sometimes to know I don’t get a happy, smiley baby everyday. I enjoyed their company especially with Zachary. He is such a sweet little boy, so gentle and smiley. I guess no matter how the baby turns out,  he/she gonna be the most precious one in the parents’ eyes.

For now the most difficult thing that I have to cope with the pregnancy is my cravings. Every night when i close my eyes, my mouth starts watering with saliva and dreams of all the wonderful foods that i enjoy most in Malaysia. That’s so very hard for me, since i don’t cook much M’sian food. I never know that I will crave for all these foods, after all I’ve been to USA for about 9 years now and had got by every craving that i had. Sometimes i even have the urge of just flying back to M’sia and stay there for while and enjoy the wonderful food there for few months. On the other hand, it’s just seems not worth doing it because my poor husband will miss all the changes in me and baby. Well.. hehe.. maybe he secretly wishes me to leave and have the time by himself and he doesn’t need to deal with all the difficult requests that i’ve been asking of him…

We decided not to celebrate the valentine’s day with a throng of couples around us in the restaurant. This year, my very sweet husband decided to make a four course meal to celebrate this special time together as a husband and wife. First, he bought me two dozen of white roses, which i like very much. Well, on Wednesday night, he got back from work and went to ONF, Harp’s, Wal-mart and Sam’s Club to buy all the ingredients that he needed to cook for the next day. Wow… what a long trip just to get all the best ingredients from the town. He is a perfectionist and he really wanted the night to be a memorable and special night for us. Then, on Thursday night, he got back from work and started cooking till about 7:30pm. I was not suppose to peek and i was just sitting in the computer room until he announced everything is done. Ok, at about 7:30pm, i finally release from my room and was allowed to join him. I was shocked at what a wonderful meal that he had prepared for me. It was the best time together, of course from appetizer, salad, main course – chicken masala, and dessert(he didn’t have time to make the dessert, got the godiva chocolate cheese cake from cheese cake factory) to the romantic music and dance. This is the best valentine’s day ever. Plus we are able to celebrating this special moment with our baby too(hahha.. yup, i’m pregnant). Actually, we have known the news about 1 month already, didn’t really tell a lot of people yet because we’re still afraid to loose the baby since it is in the beginning stage of pregnancy. We thank God for giving us a wonderful time to celebrate His love for us and our love for each other.

Today is St. Valentine’s Day, first of all, I wanna wish my wife a happy Valentine’s Day! Here’s a flower for you Ruth!

I was browsing the web during lunch, and ran into this page on Amazon:

Amazon.com : Amazon Gift Central – Valentine’s Day: Bad Gift Ideas

I have never seen a store that tells people what not to get from them, but this list is pretty funny.

I ran into this link yesterday on MSDN Blog, and I was quite impressed with what I saw. For those of you that don’t know who Steve Ballmer is, he is the CEO of Microsoft, and as Bill Gates retires next year, he’ll be the #1 guy in Microsoft – the largest software company in the world.

This billionaire also drives a 1998 Lincoln Continental. (That’s the same year as my Mazda, and I already have almost 150,000 miles on it.) I have to give this guy two thumbs up. Enough said, see for yourself.

Link to The New York Times > Business > Slide Show > Keeping Track of Steve Ballmer

Interesting article. If you read the whole thing, you’ll notice in the end:

But I really miss that peaceful, Zen-like quiet I felt with my Mac when I’d wake it up or put it instantly to sleep. For me, it just works right, without really having to think about it.

So I decided to switch again. From Vista, back to the Mac — to the brand new, white MacBook on which I told this story.

Link to A Mac user switches to Vista – Tech News & Reviews – MSNBC.com

OK, let me warning you up front, this is a geek post. This morning I was reading the tech news and ran into the following page. Let me just say that it was classic!

I guess it’s a little weird to get excited about the Blue Screen of Death (BSOD) of an sucky operating system (a.k.a. Windows), but if you are like me, working with it every single day, you’ll find it rather satisfying. It’s like when you were in grade school, there’s a bully always picking on you, and one day you see him walking on ice, and all of a sudden, he slips and fall on his face big time! Broke his nose, 2 front teeth are missing, backpack is broken with books all over the place, and better yet, his pants got tore up in the crotch area! (Sorry, I am having too much fun…) So even though you may not dare to laugh out loud, I’ll bet you that you are laughing so hard inside.

So here it is, hope you would enjoy it as much as I did.

BSOD Through the Ages